CompEd2009XL

John Paulo "Anubarak" Billones

Friday, September 11, 2009

As a heart broken student

As a human being its normal for us to love but there are some instance that we make some errors and mistakes. My story goes here- when i was studying in high school i was already meet other persons, but when i met this girl named Krisna Mea its unusual feeling i felt when i faced her, when shes not around i feel incomplete and if she's around i feel shamed, i ever wonder why, why does this unsual feeling i never felt before? but then i continue to admire her, until now even though i'm in third year i had a feelings for her, I think shes my first(first love, first dance, and my first broken heart.).

And the second one is Riza, yeah Riza, I like her because of the same discription as Krisna . She is "CHINITA", but one thing i hate her is her boyfriend, yup her boyfriend just like a DOG who always follows her. and then suddenly my friend also like her so that's why i tried to forget her(hehehe how sad!).

If there is a second one there is also a third one!her name is QUEENY, as i said lately i like her because of the same discription as Krisna(my first one), she is also CHINITA, she has a long shiny hair and lips, red as blood(hahaha snow white? nope!) i first saw her in a line when she is paying her tuition fee, and then my friend told me that, "i see pretty girl down there", but what a coincidence the girl i saw is the same girl he told me about! and as a first move i got her cellphone number and then we started to communicate each other. But, one thing i never knew, she has a boyfriend, but then i am so lucky guy because she splitted with her boy friend, and i proposed to her that i like her so much! but instead of yes she replied me---"I treat you just like a friend and i don't like to ruin our friendship in just an admiration, i hope you understand. But if you won't text me, i hate you!". I think there is a drum of cold water poured into my head after i heared that message, i felt hatred and discrimination to my self!. And every time i saw her, my heart was beating fast but not love, its insult!